yup, apparently i am going blog post CRAZY today! maybe it's the rain? i do feel like i have a few things that i need to share with anyone who may be reading this.
i want to thank all of my lovely, understanding, incredible friends who make my life so wonderful. i have been a shitty friend lately, i don't get out much due to my pain and lack of fundage and i have been absent for many a birthdays, graduations, bachelorette parties etc. yet so many of my pals made it out to my bday and are always available if i need them. i am not sure why i am so lucky or what i have done to deserve all of the love that i get from my friends and family, but i want everyone to know how much i love and appreciate you all.
also, i want to share with whomever may be reading this that my bf and i are doing really well. we have definitely had some ups and downs over the last few years and well, shit just hit the fan around my birthday. we decided to take a break about a month ago and although it didn't last long at all, it helped us realize that we actually do like each other and enjoy spending time together. since then things have been great between us. truthfully as of now, things are going better for us than they have been in years. i think it's safe to say that we both are working on our communication. it's amazing how much a calm discussion can actually accomplish. i love him and he loves me and we are both willing and ready to put some effort into figuring out what we need and what makes us happy both as individuals and as a couple.
i guess i just wanted to let you all know that i am much more happy right now than i have been in quite a while - despite the medical bullshit i am going through.
and i honestly can't thank all of my friends and family enough for all of your help, love, understanding and support.
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